*laughs*

Yeah...some guys aren't worth it. Blake is one of those in the middle kind of guys...he's worth it to a point, ya know?

And Scott did tell me about your dad. I hope that things start to settle down for you and you're less stressed.

As for Ken, we're getting along...slowly...and enjoying it. I'll keep you guys up to date on it. I know for sure that he is coming in May to meet me. And from there we'll have to see.

Just not gonna comment on the whole inexperienced thing vs experienced thing. Too many ways that can go wrong in this mind. ;P

Have fun playing CoH! :D

I'm sorry...

Robin,

I just wanted to apologise for the way I've acted over the past week. The person I was when I confronted Blake about things (especially things I had no right to mention), was a self-centered, sitting on a pedestal too tall for her own good, bitchy Seanaci. I didn't like that me. Especially now that Blake has called me on the carpet for it, so to speak.

I'm going to to try my hardest to learn how to keep myself in check so as not to upset people that don't need to be upset. And I truly do agree with you (especially now that I have had time to really think about it), Blake was never worth all the tears I cried. I love him to death, but he was never worth the tears. Yes, I'll always love him to death...but it's time for me to stop letting him affect me the way I let him affect me.

*hugs*

Thank you.

I agree with you...people do just need to go to the person they have a problem with. I wish people would. I don't totally agree with your comment about me getting myself involved. Yes, Scott did tell me he had a problem with you guys, but only because the problem involved me. I appreciate that Scott told me that there were issues, even if they were just the bare minimum of "Things were said about you and I didn't like the way they were being said."

I apologise that you felt I talked to Blake as if all of you had a problem. It was not my intention. Through talking to Scott, and the lack of talking between Blake and I the last 4 weeks, I was upset and wanted to know what was going on. I asked Scott some things, he told me his opinion on them. I talked to Blake. Things were misinterpreted on all accounts, mine and Blakes included.

And I'm not quite sure what to make of that last line...I do deal with my own crap, on a daily basis. But when someone else's crap includes myself in it, I feel I have a right to deal with it as well.

Ok...

I'm posting something...I'm here to talk...and listen...and talk about things...whatever they may be.

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